There are different bonds and relationships in life that play specific roles in your life that no one else can…
When those people move on… They leave you with a vaccum that cannot be filled but by yourself growing in to fill it…
The hardest to lose are the ones with whom you share deep memories and provide you with emotional strength to carry on and help you make sense of your struggles…
Struggles which no one else in the world would know or discuss about…
It marks the end of a certain part of life…
Your conversations, the discussions and the feeling of being loved unconditionally…
You miss the energy, the vitality and the reassuring presence… These are roles that are not replaced, but tried to be accepted as gone…
It’s a vacuum you cannot fill, but are forcefully pushed into and forced to grow into…
Yes… How much ever you ready yourself… And rationalize things… You actually are never ready, when it hits…
And as the memories flow… You try to make sense of the new reality and reframe the way you see the world…
My Discovery of India 